One more year ended~

Its 28th March 2011.I have completed one more year of life today.One more year has been subtracted from my life and I'm nearer to grave by one more year.

Where last year brought my life's happiest moments,at the same time it left me in deep pain. I completed my Dars-e-Nizami course and graduated as Fazil. Got admission to Mufti Course @ Idara-e-Shariah of Karnataka. Got khilfat of one the most prestigious & sacred silsila,Silsila-e-Aaliya Qadriya Barkatiya Razviya Nooria. Too young and too immature to handle these responsibilities.

I left the people with whom I worked for years,this was the most painful moment of my life.I knew something I would never wanted to know,this made me sad. My curiosity took me to a place where no body would want to go.I experienced something with made me sadder every passing day.

whatever it was..it was a year of mixed emotions. May ALLAH azzawajal make my coming year happier & joyful for this world and hereafter : Aameen

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Last one month has bring such a turmoil in my life which shattered me from inside.The things which were left years back have haunted me again.Loved,betrayed,loved and cried.Cried while doing Wuzu to hide tears.Cried with the excuse of pain in legs.Cried and have been literally crying from past 1 month.Seen a different,weird,faith less black world of human life.

I don't know if I'll ever be able to forget that.

Ek Hangaama-e-Mahshar ho to usko Bhoolun
Saikdon baaton ka Rah rah kar Khayal aata hai

May RasoolALLAH sallallahuAlaihWassalam help me!

Sarguzasht-e-Gham Kahun, Kisse Tere Hotey Hue
Kiske Dar par Jaaun Tera Aastana Chhod Kar

May Ghous-e-Azam help me!

Ghous-e-Azam Madade,Be Saro Saman Madade
Qibla-e-Deen Madade,Kaba-e-Iman Madade