tanha :(

Its been a longtime,being alone.

Some of the Sunni organizations have asked me to join them.But very frankly,first love is first love.I cant give my all love & dedication to any other organization.

I am all alone now.Late night from 11pm to 12MN, I am up with my laptop,my books and my students teaching them old Arabic scripts.

This is what I'm doing these days,out of people,out of lime light.

Dil Mein Ho Yaad Teri,Go Sha-e-Tanhaayi Ho

Fir To Khalwat Mein Ajab,Anjuman Aaraayi ho!

Ramzan 2011

Alhumdulillah Im seeing 26th Ramzan of my life now!

This ramzan is quite calm as compared to previous years,as I have left behind the group I was associated with.The period between last ramzan to this ramzan has been disastrous for me.I did some of the greatest mistakes I never imagined even in my dreams.

Today after taraveeh,I offered 2 raka'at Salatut Tauba and make sincere tauba for all the mistakes I have done so far. May ALLAH Azzawajal give me istiqamat over my Tauba and make this Ramzan zaria-e-nijaat for me : Aameen

I know ghosts of past will haunt me,I beg ALLAH azzawajal to protect me from them:Aameen

posses-ism

I have always being a victim of posses-ism.When I was in school I had possessive friends around me, when I moved to college, again, had possessive friends and when i moved to other part,the religious part of my life, again I could find super possessive friends.

I was never possessive. In fact I hated posses-ism.But now I guess even I have grown this trait. I was wondering what makes us possessive,it is the fear to loose the person or something else?I don't know.

Every person has a right to live the life as per his wish,No body can direct him,this was my answer to my possessors.They got hurt,some even cried, though I knew they did everything for me and would do anything for me.

Then why I'm having this feeling now?Is its because I never cared about the feelings of my possessors,and this is result of that?

Split personality

per Wikipedia:

Dissociative identity disorder is a psychiatric diagnosis and describes a condition in which a person displays multiple distinct identities or personalities (known as alter egos or alters), each with its own pattern of perceiving and interacting with the environment.

I guess I am also suffering from Split personality disorder.When I am at Office,I am different.
When I am at Home,I am Different. When I am with friends,I am different & When I am with other friends I am different.And every time totally different. Am I faking to myself or to the world?

I change so many faces every now and then.Is it only me or other people also experience this? Sometime I understand the amanat I have and sometime I totally forget that I'm a human. One moment I am with friends in Imama & Jhubba and other moment roaming with my friend in T-Shirt & Jeans.

I am tired of these changing faces & personalities.Why cant I stick to one,my true self?I Finally want to stick one face,my true face.I know its difficult,very difficult but I have to do it now.

The night of Shab-e-Bara'at is approaching fast.Book of deeds of previous years will be closed and new book will be opened and fate for next one year will be written. When I think of Book of deed which is going to be closed I become happy seeing that,I graduated as Faazil, got authorization of Silsila-e-Qadiriya,Got permission to write fatawas,started worlds first pure Sunni academy and started teaching Aalim course, but at same time when I look at some of other deeds,which i never even dreamt of ,happened,I feel sad & ashamed.May ALLAH azzawajal forgive all my previous sins and convert them into rewards and bless me with life in next year as per his & his Rasool's wish:Aameen.

Gande Nikamme Kameen,Manhge ho Kodi Ke Teen
Kaun Hamen Paalta,Tumpe Karoron Darood (Imam Ahmad Raza Khan Fazil-e-Barelvi)

Got Ifta Ijaza!!!!!!!!!!

Alhumdulillahi ala Ehsanihi,

Today I got oral ijaza from my ustaz Qazi-e-Bangalore Mufti Muhammed Aslam Misbahi to write fatwas.

As Jamia Bilal holds DastarBandi every second year,hence my formal dastarbandi will be held next year.I would be at Idara-e-Sharia Darul Ifta as Intern and assisstant Mufti,which would help me strengthen my knowledge and expertize in writing fatawas,inshahALLAH

My Ifta Sanad is as follows:

Muhammed Kashif->Mufti Aslam Misbahi-> Muhaqqiq Masail Jadeeda Mufti Nizamuddin Misbahi(Head Darul Ifta - Jamia Ashrafia) -> Faqeeh Aazam Hind Mufti Shariful Haq Amjadi ->SadrushSharia Mufti Amjad Ali Aazmi ->Aalahazrat Imam Ahmad Raza Khan

I am just so happy!!!!!!!

Mufti Sahab!!!

" Mufti Sahab idhar aaiye"
" Mufti Sahab chaliye Khana Kha lijiye"
" Ye hain hamare Mufti Kashif bangalore se"

OMG...They are talking about me??????

How it feels when someone calls you Mufti?It feels great but am I worthy of it?I am sure NO,i am neither mentally nor intellectually Mufti. Yeah,I had a dream being a Mufti someday and that some day is arriving soon,next month. I used to read about Fatwa Raddul Muhtar,Fatawa Alamgere,Badai us Sanai etc. in books but never imagined one day I would read those books and give fatwa from these books. Around 5 years back,we had DawateIslami Ijtima near Jamia Bilal,at night due to congestion Muballighs had to sleep at terrace Idara-e-Shariah.It was never in my imagination one day I would be sitting here and writing fatwas.I still remember how I completed my Aalim course last year. During last year we didn't had a place to sit. My ustaz and me used to sit at Shanti Nagar graveyard. I took lessons of Bukhari Muslim & Hidaya in graveyard!

haaza fazlullahi yu tihi mainy ya sha'a
(This is blesing of ALLAH,he showers on whomever he wants)

I have been to my best friends marriage at Gangavathi. Alhumdulillah he is Muballigh hence called a lot of Ulema. His Nikah was read by his peer Mufti Mujeeb Ashraf Qibla(Khalifa-e-Mufti Azam Hind and Qazi-e-Shariah of Maharashtra) and with him there where dozens of other Ulema to bless him. Muballighs of SDI & DI were also present. Mufti Mujeeb Ashraf Qibla blessed me with his dua for ifta course and other works.I had an honor to meet Allama Qalandar Razwi who is Shiekhul Hadees at DarulUloom Raza-e-Mustafa,Raichur and Khalifa of Allama Najeeb Ashraf Sahab(Marehra Shareef) & Mufti Mujeeb Ashraf Sahab Qibla. He very rarely has time and alhumdulillah I had lengthy talks with him and other ulema. He was very happy listening to Ihya Academy and gave lots and lots of Dua's. He invited me to his Darul Uloom as Examiner for forthcoming Aalim final Annual examinations.He said "when you where introduced to me as Maulana Kashif,i thought on maddaa " ka sha faa" of your name and thought there should be some 'kashf' as name has some effect on personality and now after listening to work its clear,May ALLAH make you center of Faizan of Auliya and ALLAH will take from the work of AhleSunnat". I know these are the kind and encouraging words of elders and I know I am not at all worthy of these praises. May ALLAH azzawajal make me worthy of these praises:Aameen

The Nikah was on 30th and Walima on 31.In Nikah I met muballighs of SDI and had lengthy talk with them.While coming I had my train from Hospet which is 1.5 hour from Gangavathi. Before reaching Hospet SDI Muballigh called me and later recieved me at Bus Stop. We offered Magrib and had Dinner together and later after Eisha they came with me till Railway Station. Alhumdulillah I was impressed by their Akhaq.May ALLAH bless each and every Muballigh with best akhlaq & zeal to work for Ahle Sunnah:Ameen

Finally,May ALLAH bless my best of best friend Nooruddin Razwi with best of married life:Ameen

Mufti Kashif (:P)

SSF confrence May 2011

Alhumdulillah I had an honor to attend the SSF National conference in Bangalore.Around 100 delegates from around India attended the conference to talk abut the propagation of Ahle Sunnat wal Jamat in India.

The conference was presided over by Abdul Hakim Azhari.Maulana Hussain Saquafi gave speech on how each and every sect in Islam was introduced by Britishers let it be Wahabiyat or Deobandiyat. How even after whole family being Sunni some or the other member will subcribe to Wahabi thought.He talked about the Sunni masajids taken over by Wahabism and role of youth in propagation of Sunni thoughts.

After Zohar there was open session.I delivered a bayan on work of hanafi Sunni tahreek in Karnataka. I talked about the work done by DawateIslami, Sunni DawateIslami , Noori Foundation & Ihya Academy.

Sayyadina wa Shiekhuna Shiekh Abu Bakr Musliyar formally inaugurated the conference after Asar. He delivered a powerful urdu speech on Aqeeda and its importance.

Next day we had classroom session on 'How to Organize' taken by Advocate. Alhumdulillah it was a very interesting & informative session which provided us the information on how to organize the activities and lead them.

In Morning when i came to markaz,my friend Abdullah was leaving to meet Shiekh Abubakr Musliyar,I also went with him.When we reached the room,he was sleeping,he woke after a few minutes.I went to his bed, kissed his hands,he put his his blessed hands on my face and beard and asked what do I do.I told him I am studying Ifta,he asked which all books do you study,I told him the books name.I kept sitting at his bed side with his blessed hands in my sinful hands for several minutes.I asked him a sharai masla and he answered that.I would have really done something good that I got the opportunity to be with the Imam of 15th century:alhumdulillahi ala zalika

I came back to makaz.As i had to leave for Gangavathi for my best friends marriage I came back early before formal closure conference.

Alhumdulillah,In these 2 days I had the chance to interact with many Shafii Ulema who are working in different parts of India.It was an honor for me that I was invited by many to their institutes in Coimbatore & Pune.I really wish I could attend all these but due to my packed schedule I really doubt if its possible.

May ALLAH azzawajal take from me the work of AhleSunnat:Ameen